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| 11:41am 20/03/2005 |
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England fucking rocked. A full discription and assloads of pictures coming soon. |
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| 10:21am 23/09/2004 |
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mood:  drained
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to everybody that has been there for me, and left me comments, and just cared. It's been overwhelming and i'de be lying if i said that it hasn't helped me get through all of this.
anyway, the surgery was a success, so my lung should never be able to collapse again. I just need to make it through these next few days, because the pain from this surgery is worse than anything i've ever felt before. thank god for prescription painkillers.
so i'm home now, if you want to reach me, feel free to use one of the following methods
Home Phone: 631 979 6462 (i won't be going anywhere for a while)
Adress: 7 larkspur dr
smithtown ny 11787
mapquest that shit if you want to stop by. visit hours are apprx. 10am to 10pm, cause i go to bed early now, apparently.
anyway, thanks everyone, you guys rule. oh, and for anyone that finds this funny, when i asked the doctor if i'de be out for the surgery, he said, "no, you're going to bite a bullet and take a shot of whiskey". I think all 3 of you that actually have read team eleven lyrics will catch that reference. |
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| this is the answer to all of life's questions... |
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| 04:30am 10/09/2004 |
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mood:  apathetic
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Everything that I or anybody else can ever write is entirely useless because we are nothing, we come from nothing, and we will become nothing. We don't exist outside of our own mind in our own world that will inevitably be forgotten.
And when every last trace that we exist is gone, did we ever really exist?
So let me ask you.
What's the fucking point? |
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| i write poetry in the wee hours of the morning... read some |
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| 03:58am 10/09/2004 |
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mood:  quixotic
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it's nights like this that i sit alone in the dark and wonder where I'll be sitting in the dark tomorrow
locked within this cage
self-obsessive pity
tuned off to the world
by this pressure
and while I sneak acceptance
it is brief and tasteless
stolen for a moment
inevitably revoked
From this thrown I can see my past staring back at me
My life is laid out on the table
Self absorption climbs a cliff
And runs from the truth
That the bottom is inevitable
While we have all come to be
We will all come to pass
When our legacies die
Our ego's will be for naught
Still, we trek on
Hoping to find a ledge
And for just a brief moment pause
And know we are alive
Because or else we're dead
LET me know what you think... be honest, i can take it. |
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| it sure has been a long time... |
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| 12:25pm 05/09/2004 |
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since i've updated this thing. how about that. but seriously, i miss it. i'm not quite sure why.
in other news, school has started. and i've become decent at a game called GO. fun stuff.
anyway, even though it's been months, i still don't have much to say. so leave some love. |
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| it sure has been a long time... |
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| 12:25pm 05/09/2004 |
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since i've updated this thing. how about that. but seriously, i miss it. i'm not quite sure why.
in other news, school has started. and i've become decent at a game called GO. fun stuff.
anyway, even though it's been months, i still don't have much to say. so leave some love. |
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| what do you do when you have insomnia? clean?!? |
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| 05:50am 02/08/2004 |
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yeahhhh yeah you do. i cleaned my entire room (basement) today, and rearanged all the furniture. and did two loads of laundry and refolded all my clothes. and now i'm bored. and still full of energy, at 6am. pretty soon i'm just gunna give up on sleeping for tonight and enjoy the day.
in other news, it's been an interesting weekend. i spent alot of time with the lady, which had it's ups and downs but mainly i'm glad we've been seeing alot of each other and are resolving our distance issues. Jen rules.
And we played with one dead three wounded today. We did really well, i think i sounded the best i've ever sounded live. so i was psyched. we really need to start playing to bigger audiences though. hopefully next month we'll get some big things happening. Since our EP is free through hxcmp3.com now, i think alot more people will listen.
anyway. i'm gunna try sleeping again. it won't work. this is the last try.
good night.
kb. |
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| 08:02pm 11/07/2004 |
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mood:  cheerful
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so i've had quite the past few weeks. there's this one girl. and then there's this other girl. and then there's beer. and then this other girl is my favorite. but there's complications. and then i get this job. and it's sweet. and then my first week, they switch stores. and then i hang out with this other girl and her friend and we have lots of fun. i drink and be merry. there are sleepovers. and then more work where i learn register. and then more of this other girl and her friend. and randomly joe hatz and tina from camp circa 10th grade. and then i'm three hours late to work this morning. because it's at 8am. and this other girl, she keeps me up rolling around on random front yards. but it's not what it sounds like. and then my manager is really nice about it. and i like my job and this other girl. so i'm happy.
my job is express.
the other girl is....
..well she knows who she is...
ps. "the other girl" refers to the same person throughout. |
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| 02:42pm 28/06/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished
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so yeah. life's been hectic. i have a new job that i hate, and a band that i love. we won't be playing again til july 16th. which is a nice break but also kind of sucks. having money in my pocket feels nice though.
finally getting out to some parties again, doing some drinking, getting back into the swing of things. this summer got off to a slow start but it's finally starting to pick up. i don't know, i just felt like i needed an update even though i don't have that much to say. something exciting better happen in my life really soon or else i'm gunna flip out. yeah. you heard me.
so, excitement....
anytime now....
or now.... |
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| IT'S THIS WEDNSDAY!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!! |
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| 10:58am 07/06/2004 |
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JUNE 9TH @ MOLLY BLOOM'S 2!!! 5pm. ask me for tickets. ($8 tickets, $10 at door)
ALL GROWN UP
don't run
far less
end of world smile
TEAM ELEVEN
ashes in the fall
140 merrick rd
amityville, ny
(use mapquest) |
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| no baseball, no fun |
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| 12:23pm 05/06/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated
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no baseball this week cause apparently everybody but me rick john and tim are too lazy to wake up on time. kudos to all of you. now comes anterrabae/scraps/reformation/whoever and it should be a fun time. 1pm show so i guess i'll have lots of free time later too.
i'm listening to all grown up, and they rock. you should check them out. www.purevolume.com/allgrownup
we're playing wtih them, and i'm psyched as hell. We've listened to them since high school. It's going to be a fun time.
annnnnd, i hung out with you. i'm not sure why, but i'm glad i did. just know that. |
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| wow i havent updated this shit in forever |
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| 03:45am 02/06/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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i've been so busy with booking and band shit that i havent had a chance to update this in forever. although, i figured since i finally have team eleven's myspace, purevolume, and website (finally, first time since february) up to date, i can spend some time on my personal shit. monday was amazing, it was just the best thing in the world to see that our friends came out to support us and that people really enjoyed our music, some people even knew my/our lyrics. That was amazing, to hear people singing my lyrics back at me.
thanks to everyone who came, and thanks to everyone who plans to come to the next few dates. june 9th is with all grown up, and i've been listening to them since i dont even remember when. it's amazing to be playing a show with them now. charlie's a pretty awesome guy for offering us to hop on so many shows last minute, i'm sure kids bug him all the time.
anyway, as for my personal life, girls are still a mistery to me. god only knows what goes through their heads. i finished school with a 3.6, which is amazing cause now i get into our business program without any trouble at all. Tony throws good parties, i can tell you that much. i throw interesting parties where team eleven rocks too hard and my throat/back hurt for days at a time. hopefully that'll happen once more before the parents come home...
and yeah, i've been lonely alot. drunk and alone alot. like right now. so more people should come hang out with me.... for sure.
love always,
Bryan Eleven (which apparently i'm being called as of today) |
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| we finally have a show... |
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| 07:01pm 12/05/2004 |
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mood: accomplished
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MONDAY MAY 31ST 5pm $10 Molly Blooms 2 in amityville
team eleven's FIRST SHOW!!!
WITH
if hope dies / the killing / our own guilt / etc / stray from the path |
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| woo it's my 21st birthday |
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| 01:25am 11/05/2004 |
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mood:  drunk
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i just bought alchohol legally. it owned. a 40oz and a car bomb from the bar. My ID scanned. I was happy. And now i'm drink. and happy. and listening to bryan adams. and he has my name, even the right spelling. therefore, he rocks.
thanks to alicia, meghan, missy, and mike for taking me out. somebody better find me something to do tomorrow night. it better own everything. PS. if u want to buy me drinks for the night, i'll buy you all the alchohol your heart desires. you know the cell #. <333333's.
KB (of legal age) |
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| 02:58pm 09/05/2004 |
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mood:  depressed
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i think alot of you who would be reading this will know why i wrote it. we all deal with things in our own ways, and for now, this was mine. i hope people like it. something tells me i won't be the only one doing this though:
Find now what you never could
Let this rest find you peace
The people will gather in memory
and lay waste your insecurities
in death / find happiness
We will not let you go quietly into that dark night
Before this night is through we will show you what friendship is
More will come today than would for any girl or bottle
and we will say goodbye... goodbye
No God or science will prevent your ascention
Find the answers we will never know in life
Be free of these questions that plague our minds
I know there's a hifive on the other side with my name on it
A moment of silence
extends forever... |
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| and on the next day... |
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| 12:05pm 09/05/2004 |
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mood:  hungry
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it is now the next morning...
and i am awake.
and glorious. |
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| idontsleepanymoreijuststayawakeandpartyandplaysoftball |
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| 08:57pm 08/05/2004 |
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mood: tired
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parties rule. so does breaking things / stealing things. and being a drunken idiot. and aleeseeuh's friends from home, aka my new friends, who are wonderful companions if you'de ever like to steal a bicycle. aleeseeuh has the best dorm parties, and makes jello shots by the zillion. yes, a zillion. and i ate them all. and stayed up all night. and i'm still awake. and going to another party, after an impressive ALFE show with a dissapointing side of remember never, and a day of baseball&pizza per the usual saturday routine.
now i'm off to get jon, matt, vanessa, and jamie. and we will drink of alchohol more and i will most likely pass out til 4pm tomorrow. and it will be glorious.
i am glorious. |
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| 01:33pm 06/05/2004 |
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school's almost over... i can't wait. |
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| 11:05pm 26/04/2004 |
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mood: accomplished
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i just finished my business reports. i met a 33 year old girl in my math class. she was nice. and she was smart. so we talked about politics and religion. i love doing that. and then i saw pete and brooke and engaged in more intelligent conversation. then proceeded to explain to my 20something technology in ancient society teacher why kids are too stupid to show up for his class even though he's a wonderful teacher.
he decided next year he's going to put up a list of the other classes that fulfill the gened his class fills and try to convince the slackers to take a different class than his. i thought that was wonderful.
and i still hate my italian teacher. he's a horrible teacher and he was bashing the davinci code. fucking republican catholic fuck. yeah that's right i said it. all you catholics are fucks. every one of you. wake up. woo.
PS. woo's are awesome. team eleven is all about the use of the woo. and we will be using it starting next month, stay tuned for details. |
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| 03:14pm 23/04/2004 |
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mood: accomplished
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my car stereo's broken. fuck. i have to go two to four weeks without a stereo if i want to get it fixed. this is very lame.
of course, then at least my speakers will work. listening to awesome music out of one little tweeter just hasnt been cutting it.
on the plus side, work is going awesome. i moved two "units" today and now he probably wont fire me cause i'm making him money.
on the minus side, i am still single. which isnt REALLY a minus. but eventually, i'de plan to get a girlfriend again. before say, 30 or something. i eventually have to get married, i think. anyway.
i'm fagging out to saves the day. and working out. i'm a total tool. |
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